FreedomI m free from the ties that bound me to youFreedom
And it feels good For now i have nothing but hate for you
and i resent what we had...
you mean nothing to me anymore
all you are is a bad memory
The beast withinThere's a beast that sleep's withinThe beast within
A beast that like's the taste of blood running down my throught
It dosn't come out often..
but when it does i lose control of myself and i've been starting to miss it
the taste of my lovers neck as i bite deeply into it
i can feel the beast within screaming at me to find another... but i drown it out if only for a short time
I am losing this war with myself..
I hope to prevail in this ongoing battle with myself
RegretIn my life there are are things i regret..Regret
I regret not doing better at school
I regret not being able to control myself
but the biggest thing i will always regret... is not being able to say again to you how much i love you
and when i feel that love for you all i want to do is scream your name at the top of my lungs in hope that you will hear it and realise how deep my feelings run...
for you
Running thorugh my mindAnd so I start a new chapter of my life A life without heartache or regretRunning thorugh my mind
And as I look at this place I stand…
I stand and think to myself is this what I want….
And as I think I get two voices reply
One says yes and the other says no
For if I start this life then I will have to forget someone I hold close to my heart But if I stay then I will have to live with the sorrow I hold onto in my heart
I know deep down somewhere that we are meant to be.. Even thou I’ve tried to convince myself that we could never be
So I’ll
Christmas
Neutral
